“One million reasons why, you shouldn’t even try.
After all you’re just one heart, a single candle in the dark.
And there are shadows here, feeding on your fears,
That you don’t have what it takes – who are you to make a change?”
“Whatever you do, just don’t look back.
Oh somebody needs the light you have.
Whatever you do, just don’t lose heart.
Keep on pushing back the dark,
Keep on pushing back the dark.”
Our adoption journey began June 2014 with our first hosting trip. Two years, four hosting trips to the US, and two international trips to Eastern Europe later, and we can FINALLY say THEY HAVE A FOREVER FAMILY! None of it was easy, none of it came without heart wrenching decisions and tears, but every single second was WORTH IT! I can’t imagine life without these kiddos in it.
I have said that I came into this adoption journey with the mindset that I was saving them. The truth is though, that they have saved ME. They have saved me from my selfishness. They have saved me from my greed. They have saved me from myself. They have turned my heart outwards instead of inwards. They have focused my heart on those things that are eternal, instead of the things of this world that will pass away. THANK YOU GOD!
I want to encourage you to pursue your dreams. Live without regrets! Take that leap of faith! JUST DO IT! Whatever you have been given, use it. Whatever your talents are, employ them. Whatever you are dreaming about, GO FOR IT! It is never too late. Never give up. Have no regrets! Don’t let fear stop you, fear is a liar!
And just when you are ready to give up the battle, just when you feel you are at your breaking point and you can’t do it anymore, just keep on keeping on, my friend! Remember these four points I learned from a sermon about where faith takes us…
—to the point where we need to make decisions that involve BIG RISK
—to the starting point of long journeys
— to the point of waiting for the impossible
— to the point of giving everything you have
Never give up. Have no regrets.
(song and lyrics are from “Pushing Back the Dark” by Josh Wilson)